Run for your life..

I wrote that last summer, and most of my friends read it, it's nothing important, but it's near to me coz i got a nice comment on it from Dr.Alaa at the Ahram Weekly training last summer, that's why i appreciate it and wanna share it with u;) enjoy lol

You wake up so tired, rushing to the bathroom and back to your room to get ready to hit a new day. Heading to the kitchen no time for breakfast, just grab your coffee and run to the streets, here we go you started a new day of your life time, running like mad as if you're a marathon's champion or something, phone calls, meetings, delivering papers , and so on and on and on…
Oops you forgot to eat something in all that hassle of the day, you buy a sandwich or a bag of crisps, oh yea unhealthy choices there's no time to think about your nutrition it's so marginalized you got a career to catch.
You're back home, home sweet home, you'll take a shower , may be do some home choirs , then ofcourse run towards your pc , start finishing some other work, and check everything new in whatever you're doing , suddenly it came to your mind that it's nearly bed time, so the routinic rituals before going to bed , and then zzZzz...
But in the middle of all of this you ask yourself does it worth? Does it worth all that struggle everyday? Are we here to struggle and push ourselves everyday like that? Are we on the right track? Did we take the right decision? Million of questions start coming to your head while you're trying to get some sleep before sun shines to a new day with the same features of yesterday's that all days became alike and just the same.
Reaching answers is your ultimate goal, and it's hard to get a clear answer to all of this, you are questioning your own life's meaning.
So, you're not a negative person, you can't be doing all of that in your life and you can't find some answers to your questions, or even find a relieving feeling about what you're doing, but it's really hard if you took a peaceful moment between you and yourself, whose winning , whose taking over your life? Is it you or yourself are they just you or are they you and other you inside of you, quite hilarious facts of life, aren't they?
I've came to a weird conclusion that life's hard and easy, happy and sad, cheerful and melancholy, it got optimism and pessimism, it got right and wrong, good and evil, every kind of opposites exist in life and that what gave life this so un understandable meaning that we are all craving to reach .
This good this evil, this right, this wrong all yours, according to you and your backgrounds, experiences , according to your own morals your own ideals, your own determination or even deterioration , it's all yours and in your own hands.
You've got the answers that you can't reach and the harder you try the more you know how deeply they are engraved in your own mind and heart.
But one meaning we all agree upon, is that life's hard and your struggle may worth surviving this race of life, may be it was true ''run for your life''.