Flu, work, and gossips...

Flu, with too much work is not OKAY!! I want 14th of December night to come in a blink seriously am done!

Terrible flu, makes you tired of thinking, although am enjoying my work, it's not a job for me it's a cause and a goal that am heading towards no matter how much time, effort and dangers i might be facing but the issue will witness an end one day...hopefully..

Am pushing myself too much at work, that i sometimes feel that i can't breathe...promising myself with a vaccation that i never get! even my travels are all for work!!

I love travelling i enjoy the feeling of independence and breathing new air...that's the first thing i do when i step a foot on a new land ....I smell the air.

Since am always on the go, after el Ain el Sukhna (Egypt), now heading towards Beirut (Lebanon) to speak about my issue on a T.V channel (That i disagree with and hate) but anyway i'll take this as a chance to say what i truly think of them and speak my mind...

Lately, i am getting to be more and more lonely..and kinda enjoying it, away from my group's continuous gossips about diamond rings and who's dating who..I just can't stand this! I sit with them and text my boss (whose lately is a best friend of mine) when we talk we understand each other and we never gossip and issues we discuss matter to us and tomorrow that we dream of. Maybe since she's not Egyptian but i believe not all Egyptian girls are all about gossips and rings!!
Now my boss is travelling and am going to have to bear all the gossips and talks, but i know that out there my friends whom i share with worries and issues are there! Sou sou i really wish u were here, Salsa i only wish life would be easier on us...R i really don't want u to go...

My friends you are real stars, but so far away that i only look up to and smile!

P.S i love all my friends (Truly) but sadly they wont even understand what i wrote here...we are missing much hunnies...

Love,

Enyita

We agreed that we will agree!!

Photo by (M.B(palestine) taken from Facebook)

Two days ago, the first League of Arab States Youth Forum drew it's last lines ending year 2007 with a new event collecting Arab youth in a rare (meaningful) gathering.

Actually when i received the invitation i was really reluctant about joining, scared of the "usual" bla bla, but i was proven a little bit wrong!

I didn't join, the fact is i just went to meet my Euro-Med youth parliament friends, but going there i felt i really need to be a part of this atmosphere, with north african arabs meeting with sham meeting with gulf youth, it's everywhere! and everywhere i want to be...Leaving on that day i went was hard going back home was even harder that i just decided i will go back the next day attend all the event till the end and pay for myself!

I could have stayed with my dear Algerian friend in her room and "no one would have known" for God's sake 300 participant ill be among the flock lol but still it felt better paying for myself!!

Flaws! being in "Stella de Mare" is the worst thing for this forum, it's one of the best resorts in el ain el sukhna (Red Sea) very fancy and so not Egypt, it was for a good image but not for facing truths.

Despite the fact that there was major negative issues concerning organizing, the forum still succeeded in bringing Arab youth on one table discussing their very own issues, with freedom and sincere devotion for a better future...It's true (UNFPA/UNDP) were sponsors thus we needed to discuss issues that these organizations had set for us (like reproductive health, sex education, discrimination against women, etc...) but that hadn't prevent us from thinking out of the box, discussing these issues and much more!

I was personally happy to talk with youngesters from the gulf, breaking each and every stereotype image i had for them, an amazing Omani woman, a wonderful Bahraini girl, and a brilliant Qatari guy,were enough to show me how we needed to sit together and see what has been going through our heads that we never knew existed..Major changes had happened in the way i perceive gulf societies at the moment, away from money they are fighting for same freedoms and rights we are trying to achieve, money was more of a curse than a blessing to those who believe in a better future! (not economically of course;-)

I believe in the Arab youth, how this forum showed us how similar we are, and how WE can sit together talk seriously no fighting, no one leaving for no reason, it was different this time...

We agreed that we will agree...no matter what...

Love,

Enyita

Maybe back

I go every where and then i come back to my pink spot...my corner where i just spill it out with no borders with no limits, it's like looking to my endless beautiful horizons of my very own life.

But i set me broders, and limits, and when i spill it out i cencor and i don't want to anymore!!

My beloved page may you be filled with my posts, so real so true, so me...so soon

Love,

Enyita..Aka Pinky! Aka...Engy

(Thanks Amr am gonna use ur spanish nickname to me as my new posting name!!)