Pinky! and Stuff;)

My Pink Minne cup with little Minnie doll(i use for pens and pencils)

and a Pink fluffly Minnie pen, both i got from Disney land resort in Paris

I thought as am not in the mood to write, to talk about the nick name Pinky! that i got lol

I used to log on msn using alot of nicknames, (Wild existence, Vague obsession, Tulipa,Sugar qube and all those weird nick names i used to write) one day i bought something pink tht i love besides my deep passion for the colour, i wrote Pinky! on msn...

Since then i got so lazy to change and it stuck to me Pinky! i loved it and didn't want to change by time...am actually drawn to anything Pink,it's a passionate happy sweet colour, it's somethings we miss in our lives, i know all girls love pink, am a girl So am Pinky!:D

Here are some of my pink stuff pics, i love em...

My Pink Make-up bags,the big pink bag i got as a gift from Cosmo girl and the other flowery bag from Marks&Spencer

My perfumes in pink boxes




My iPod in Pink with my pink arm band




My Mobile cute Motorola Pink Razr

This Minnie cute cushion i bought from Disney land resort last year


My Memo's Card with pink paper and ribbons

My Pink Wall rug my dad bought it to me for my little study room My pink Esprit watches, i love them:D

Ps:i love Minnie as u've might have noticed:D

and by the way i don't like Pink Floyd

Ups and Downs..

Many days passed and am just looking aimlessly to my blog's main page with no urge or intention to write any thing....

Boredom may be, i don't know exactly what is it, but i know that i don't have much to say.

Wanted to write about my trip to Sharm el-Sheikh, and also my trip to London and Paris last year, because it's been a whole year now since i went, just like yesterday i was coming back to Egypt but even so, i didn't want to write about it...

Writers blank or whatever they call it maybe...am not even talking much i spend hours in silence just thinking and thinking...

My last mid-year vaccation just ended, might be one of the longest vaccation ive ever had and one of the weirdest !!!

It begand nicely, going to Sharm relaxing having a lovely time there with my girl friends seriously el tahyees reached it's highest levels ever since ages lol

Came back from Sharm to find very unfortunate events waiting me...that made me forget all the fun in Sharm, but i managed, elhamdulilah..
Things got another turn when something else happened that got my life up-side down again,,,i didn't know how to act to re-act..i just let it happen...

I was getting my life on the right track this vaccation, i read a lot finished nearly 2 books and i exercised regularly,,,i felt much better when flows of endorphins started pumping through my veins, but i surrendered again at the end...endorphins cudnt do it..

Went to my Faculty yesterday and got the worst surprise of my life...i never cried in my faculty but this time i did...i was just standing there helplessly not believing my eyes or my ears...

On the other side, am starting my inter-cultural courses in Goethe institute soon, getting us ready to go Germany next May, as i've been selected with other 4 to represent Egypt in the Euro-Mediterranean youth parliament in Berlin, i was so happy when i got selected representing Egypt is a dream to me, am intending to do my best in this event inshAllah, i consider it chance of my life at this stage, it will widen my horizons and make me experience Europe from a total different scope, than the touristic one i've experienced it through....

Still working in the event of the anti-sexual harassment campaign,,,but lately am loosing interest in many things, i need to push myself more, to work more..wanna do my best ...

My life's dilemma, the on-going ups and downs, of doing what i want , and then stopping and then going back and then getting depressed and offfffffff...done with myself and everything around...

Usually, i don't like admitting that am always going through a dilemma, but if i didn't even write it on my blog where else i could??

I know i'll be okay soon inshAllah, my birthday is so soon, am turning 22 am goin to have new resolutions and i'll get ready to get my life right...

Whatever happens i always believe it adds to me, the hard times make me tougher and the nice times make me grateful...

am currently reading this book (The Alchemist) a lovely story for Paulo Coelho am enjoying it big time actually, it's so magical in a way...

mmmm Thursday might go out with my friends, might not...but Enough for today 7aram bardo lol...

Songs of such a mood...Aimer-Romeo and juliet.
Elle tu l'aime-Helene Segara.
some Beethoven and Mozart :D

Do you ever wonder
What sky I'm lying under
Do you ever think of me
Does your heart remember
How we used to feel
When it used to think of me

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll realize
You're a loss I can't replace

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just tired enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears awayI need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when
I held you beside me
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better

Now I can believe you’ve put a spell on me
Oh it’s the way it seems, I can’t keep you out my dreams
Oh I get chills baby, when I can’t talk to you
I’m in pain and I hope you feel the way I do
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
Baby can you feel me Imagining I’m looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you’re so far Like a distant star I’m wishing on tonight
But the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

So we're on different shores

Do we just drift away

Do the memories fall Like a driving rain

I won't give up

No I won't break down

Sooner than it seems life turns around

And I will be strong

Even if it all goes wrong

When I'm standing in the dark

I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Songs: Do you ever think of me by Antony Costa, Hello by Lionel Richie, Soledad by Westlife, Tonight I wanna cry by Keith Urban, I cry by Westlife, Unbreak my heart by Toni Braxton, We belong together by Mariah Carrey, My Soul pleads for you by Simone Webbe, Littlest Things by Lilly Allen, My all by Mariah Carrey,Listen by Beyonce, Do you ever think of me Antony Costa, Someone’s watching over me by Hillary Duff.

Let's Go Original, Let's Save Music;)
See you all there

PS: wanna thank my friend Eslam, he's the one who brought me the invitations, and he's not coming, i wished he could :)

Alone on the Road

Alone on the road walking still
Trying to figure out what happened
and what's happening still
A sad melody in the heart
A soul torn apart
A tear shy to fall
To show weakness of a human
Tired of living and running

Alone on the road walking still
Imagining what's coming
A few moments left to kill
Scared of the unknown
Frightened of the high hill
Facing you, another obstacle on the road
Will you survive?
Will you wait until..
Nothing is granted life ends in seconds
Deep inside you know
That miracles do happen
But you're no more sure
If you can stand still
Facing this world's allure

Alone on the road walking still
A wall inside built on ruins of others
No one any more bothers
People die, hearts cry
Wounds hurt, and memories fly
Your life moments infront of you
Scenes of it blurring your eyes
Makes you smile and cry
At the same moment, it was all a big lie
You believed and naively tried
At the end you lost
Got left alone in the dark night

Alone on the road walking still
Waiting the sun to rise from behind the far hill
Night is here look up to the stars
Seeking warmth from moon light
You Seek company on your road
Trust in the Dawn coming
Trust in the twinkling happy star
One day you'll touch it, it wont be so far..

Alone on the road walking still
Faith in your heart
With light and hope your soul is filled
Embrace your self
Lock up your needs and desires
Let the wind take your hair away
Face the world with a brave will
Go for it no need to regret
The story is repeated everyday
From sun rise to sun set until
You wont be on the road still
You'll fly up high
You'll Touch the skies
In heavens you'll rest
Alone on the road walking still
To the last moment, until
Sun rises from behind the far hill.