Everyone is whining about their lives, schools/relations/work/life/family/everything, i found out suddenly one night driving my car back home in the supposedly "quiet" neighbourhood where i saw a car accident bodies thrown on the floor blood and twinkling glass scattered on the street...Ambulance was there and i knew for sure again and over some one's dead in a car accident...It became a daily scene for me in my way to work in Maadi district in Cairo everyday...I started work 7 months ago and since then i leave home everyday ready for this scene.
There'snt a solution to all of our problems, they get complicated by time and solutions are far more complicates as well, but for God's sake let's control what we can "velocity"!!!
I mean drive reasonably not slowly or anything but let's not kill people guys seriously, seeing flying bodies everyday is what i plan my morning to be...
Speaking of which "mornings" gosh why is it too hard to just wake up when the temperature is 6 degrees and get dressed and be in the street by 8 sharp!!!
I crawl out of bed every morning so slow like a very very VERY lazy Persian cat..
.i don't like conversations in morning i wake up in a terrible mood...i walk slowly my contacts in one hand my mobile in the other approaching bathroom...shower and finish everything quickly then dress anything in my way honestly it's too hard to dress up every single day, I just can't figure out how they do it...It's not that i don't, well i do but some days i just want to run to work and seriously not in the mood for putting all the concealers that would hide my under eye darkness and all the fancy powders and mascaras look like they intentionally want me to be late...
I will not wake up half an hour earlier for my looks..i would rather just sleep them better hehe...seriously i don't know how girls do it, at 8 i find girls looking like they spent the previous 5 hours getting ready! while i barely make a cup of coffee and drive slowly like a scared rat on the road lol
hmmm...too sleep to write anything, all on my mind is that i know we all want to be happy and peaceful, no one wanna die on the road, no one want to loose a loved one...and i certainly want happiness too...i don't see it hard, but i cant seem to understand why it's not happening....
Love,
Enyita
