Withdrawal symptoms

It's when you've been addicted to everything sweet and nice, every heavenly word and thought, every nice dream and hope, when u had slept on dreams of the past and illusions of the future, and then you're stabbed ,slapped and badly brutally hurt, deep profound wound, that's when you'll start suffering from" Withdrawal symptoms".

Days pass by ,and you're just watching them, you're existing but not living, tears are falling and flowing you can't stop them, no sleep touching your eyes, no eating is even required, you're shaking, not believing, you wish you're dreaming or may be it's suddenly April and the Fool's here?..
Every single part of your body hurts you, your soul is wounded , you breathe heavily and it's being cut with tearful sighs, you stay silent for hours ,wishing you'll hear that healing voice again, that might come and take your tears away as brutally pushing them to fall..

Every where you go, whatever you do , there's the memory, there's the hurt, there's the lost dream, the symptoms gets hard and ever harder, after you come back from you one year whole trip to a new world of passion ,love ,care, dreams, hopes, plans, when someone said once" am not being optimistic, am being realistic" and suddenly it seemed not that true...

"If u stabbed me with a knife in my heart I'll still say i love you while dying" , "I'll make you cry of happiness one day", "I'll walk to the end of the world to bring you a cup of water" , "am searching for a word more expressive than i love you", "am dedicating my life to you" ,"you're trapped ,you're not gonna go this easily" , "i want everything to be perfect" , "i love you so much that it hurts" , "am your dreams ,hopes and life" .......

"It takes more than love to be with someone", yes it takes dedication, devotions and sincerity, "time is the best healer" ....the End....