Pheeeww! finished my exams yday, and omg i just got all of my four subjects in just one week!! that was so hard on me, plus my flu, anyway glad i finished, my last exam was so bad i did really bad, i was unlucky on that exam, i lost my lectures papers in some hassle in the car between friends and alot of papers:(
So i had to study from some old notes that i got, but they weren't worthy ...

Yalla, the most important thing is that i started my last mid-year vaccation, which is affecting me greatly, feels i've grown up , and the count down to graduation started:)

Today i woke up early, went to the hairdresser and came back i dressed and went downtown (Wust el Balad) there was something different today the weather was so beautiful, it was sunny with cool air but mainly warm, there was a vague calmness in the streets, one can rarely find down town calm like that, i could hear the birds singing and the lovely voices of trees branches shaken by the cool air....

People were smiling, i saw lots of tourists , and they seemed happy with their walks, some were looking up a Cairo streets map, some were just wandering or having light brisk walks...

This atmosphere cheered me up, felt peace around, that's not a feeling u easily get walking down Down town, but it happened!:)

Am so lonely these days, all my friends are still having exams even my sister and brother, so everyone is busy and am left alone;) i like hangin out on my own much, especially when am down or when i go shopping, but 2day i wanted to stay a bit in Costa cafe` for a while or go for some ice cream or anything, all my friends couldn't come:(
And so i went on my own, but came home early, felt i need someone to talk to , not just wander aimlessly, and so i came home and went to bed:)

So, so far my vaccation is boring but am looking forward to complete my volunteering work at the "Egyptian Centre For Women's Rights" http://www.ecwronline.org/ and hopefully we'll be able to launch the Anti-Sexual harassment campaign inshAllah, i stopped working for a while because of exams stress, but am willing to complete and be as Rebecca who works there call me the "small activist" :D
I would love to be, i believe that Actions speak louder than words, i don't like to criticise my country all day and night and watch everything falling around me and not join in making it slightly better, as much as i can, and with all that i can offer, but what i can't do is the continuous blame and criticism to the regime and the political situation, all my lamenting wont result in anything, that does'nt mean am happy with it!!! Not at all but i believe that change comes with work, organized group work, and individual work, All for one and one for all, indeed why not??

I browse blogs everyday that people are blaming lamenting and criticising and i do believe we need that so much, we need people to show us the flaws in our country, but don't you think that just criticising without offering solutions or even taking parts in those solutions is such a sad thing, that's making people loose hope in any beams of change?

I myself get really depressed and annoyed and believe me it never stirr the feelings of change as much as feelings of despair...

Ghandi said "Be the change that you want to see in the world" so this old quote we all know needs to be implemented....

Anyway, am just trying to avoid focusing on the flaws,and to take as the negatives as a pushing power to stirr winds of change inside of me , yes me!

Action,action,action, all we need is individuals taking actions on their own and believe me change is coming and it's soon:)

So, back to my campaign and my charity work and my projects for the neighbourhood (cleaning garbage yards) :D and so on, from time to time i stop working or thinking about that part of my life, but am so eager now to go back with all my strength....

My plans for this Mid-year vaccation is a visit to Sharm el-Sheikh wohooooooo am goin Sharm ohh god, it's the first time, am really ashamed of myself, that i went to London,Paris and Dubai , and never been to Sharm quite embarrassing lol
But no problem am goin this winter aho we ma7adesh a7san men 7ad:P

Wish u all a lovely winter, enjoy the cold, the rain,and the falling leaves, before it will be" Falling leaves , flowers bloom, winter's gone summer's soon" i change it between seasons hehhe...

Songs am listening to: Do you ever think of me by Antony Costa
My Soul pleads for you by Simon Webbe
i also recommend Moorea by Gypsy kings am suddenly obsessed with their music, the Spanish style they got is lovely:D

that's all for now, c u next time, take care lol. looks like am ending a program or something, i've written much today and i have no idea if anyone will be reading all these hallucinations !! Rabena ma3ako :D