when i was young, i used to look at the stars and wonder how my life will be after many years...
I used to count the stars and ask myself what will those stars witness me doing in my life, i used to think of my life, my family, my job, my university, and never had a clear vision of my future, i just let it happen...

Days passed by, and my future came and what i've been wondering about became my everyday life..don't know if that was what i really wanted for myself...but i thank God on everything..

I met people i never thought i will, i made things that was a far fetched dream to me, when i was in school, i used to stay in my class in the break and look to the horizon in front of me and say one day i'll be free, i will be able to fly, go everywhere and do everything, but i will never loose myself, the one i admired and liked so much, from inside...

Looking back to my life then...it's really changed, what i never expected happened what i never wished for occurred..

I don't know if time went back ,what will i choose, but all i know that i don't have much regrets..
Time run fast..u barely catch your breath from one incident to other passing your life, and you never know what's next...You see minutes of your days dwindling in front of your eyes, cynically enough you do nothing about it...you just watch..

I miss that little girl, who used to dream for herself, for her country, for everything, when she used to look to the horizon and dream of a better tomorrow, when she used to laugh from her heart to cheer everyone around her, when she used to watch the Nile from her back seat in the car and feel she wanna hug it's shores dear to her heart...

She still got those dreams, but she doubts everything...

I miss little me....